J'aime chaz moi~!!!

~::Paris by day::~
~::London by night::~Will be editing the rest of the pictures::~
There's about 1000++ photos to run through::~

*exhale slowly*

Whisper to me~

***

Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday.

It is in the past and the past will never change.

Only I can change by choosing to do so.

Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow.

Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it.

But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today.

***

I asked for Strength

God gave me difficulties to make me strong.

I asked for Wisdom

God gave me problems to solve.

I asked for Love

God gave me a seed to grow.

I asked for Happiness

God showed me the blessings of life.

I asked for Favors

God gave me opportunities.

I received nothing I wanted

Yet...

I received everything I needed.

I want to thank you Lord, for all you've given me.

***

"When we share laughter, there's twice the fun;
When we share success, we've surpassed what we've done.
When we share problems, there's half the pain;

When we share tears, a rainbow follows rain."

you know what to do...

***

Bitter Sweet::~

Hey y'all::~

I know it's been a looooong time since I've updated::~

Oh well::~

Read here if you're curious to know what happened::~

*click*

Well::~

After the break ups and make ups::~

I'm in an idle state now::~

Finals are coming::~

My phone's getting fixed and sadly, so is my car::~

So that means no "happenings" and no photos thus far::~

I'd love to beauty and style blog::~

But::~

I'm going to try to refrain from upsetting my revision time table::~

So::~

Check for updates here as well as my beauty and style blog sometime early December::~

Will be walking within the walls of Louvre till then, au revoir~!

:D

The Gift~

Hey you guys::~
Thanks so much for the Birthday msgs::~
My phone's getting fixed::~
So, I'm doing an all round gratification here::~
And thousand apologies for the lack of updates::~
I'm going through something::~
Well::~
I've to pick up pieces of my life by myself soon::~
I hope God will bless me strength to pull through::~
Especially for him as well::~

It better this way for us::~
You know that::~
Take care::~

You were once a wonderful gift I knew God blessed me with::~
I held on and held on but my grip grew weary::~
Maybe it's meant to be, maybe it's not::~
But it's the right thing to do::~
I know it hurts, but I also know that He wanted this::~
So, hold on to your promise and the sun will shine again::~

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It's seems like a long journey to the end but really it isn't::~

A friend of mine passed away recently::~
Makes me wonder what's our purpose in life::~
Is it to work towards a goal, towards our life accomplishments~?
Or is it just a journey we all take till the end~?
My friend barely started his journey and now he's gone::~
I hope he enjoyed his short-lived journey::~
I know him as a pretty awesome happy-go-lucky guy::~
He's always spreading laughter around without a frown in sight, ever::~
Rest peacefully, Shobaan::~
Our thoughts are always with you::~

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My two new blogs~!

Hey ya~!

Sorry for the hiatus again::~

Well::~

I've a little surprise for you all~!!!

<3

*Click*melaniethwBEAUTY*Click*

*Click*melaniethwSTYLE*Click*

<3

Well::~

Both blogs are still under renovation::~

But I've decided not to postpone any longer::~

Do give feed backs and enjoy~!

<3

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Mi Escape Dulce De Fin De Semana~

I had my fair share of fresh air during the long weekend::~
Guess where I was~?

Now, that's a huge clue::~
x)

Well::~
The trip was officially meant for my Granny::~
Who was exhausted in the end but fairly happy::~
:D

Additionally, it was a special occasion for my Mom too~!!
<3

And as if the trip wasn't fun enough::~
I possess the power to walk on water~!!!
xD


That's my dream bed, with lace drapes and all::~
Or was it just a mosquito net~?
Hmm::~



~ to be continued ~

Announcement~

Olaa::~

Sorry for the hiatus::~

I'm a busy bee lately::~

Anyway::~

Two things y'all need to do the next minute::~

*click DeFrontRow click*

Okay::~

Done~?

Hehe::~

Okie Next::~

Read the Cbox for further announcement::~

Will be back... soon::~

:D

My new bob::~

When I asked my sister to title this post's title.
She came up with this::~

She Has Bob.

Then she answered herself::~

No.


She has Simon.

xDDD

My sister and her jokes, I tell you::~
Love her.
<3

When I first bought it::~
My sisters tried to name it after Suri::~

You know why::~

:)
Suri's adorable~!!!

Yes, I've shaved bald and am wearing a wig::~ Please grant me my privacy, thanks so much::~

So::~
Friends and family have been shooting questions::~
And I've been giving it alot of thought::~
I think I should just come out with the truth::~
So here it is::~
I've been having an autoimmune disease ever since I was 12::~
Which causes partial hair loss::~
And I've been recovering well::~
Until last year::~
My condition relapsed and my parents have been urging me to go with the treatment::~
The treatment required me to reduced the amount of hair on my scalp to assist the doctor to monitor my scalp condition::~
That means going almost bald::~
Naturally I've been deny the treatment::~
and had hoped that I would recover naturally like I did::~
After months of urging::~
In favor of my parents wishes::~
I finally decided to start treatment on the 28th July 2009::~
It was my father's birthday::~
The treatment includes lots of cream medications::~
and the worst::~
Shots::~
Or in a more professional term::~
Injections::~
Which is scary at first::~
But my doctor is a skilled manipulator::~
He made me so distracted for my 1st injection::~
It was over before I knew it::~
Haha::~
Then~
To start off the cream medication::~
I had to shave::~
Well::~
Not bald but short enough so most of the cream-based medication would be absorbed by my scalp and not my hair::~
We went out wig-shopping::~
Which was fun, I'd admit::~
Trying out new hairstyles without the permanent effect::~
After choosing the wig::~
I went to meet my doom::~
Oh well::~
I've been prepping myself for ages to do the whole "shaving-thing"::~
And to make things worse::~
The aunty at the salon kept saying that I'm too young to err... have such a daring cut::~
But I had to do it for the treatment::~
Hence::~
I shaved my head like the doctor told me to::~
My mom was trying to distract me from looking at myself in the mirror during the process::~
She was giving me courage really::~
But I caught a glance at the assistant lady who was just chopping off my inches::~
I remembered that my heart just skipped a beat::~
And I felt a sudden chill::~
Just like how I'd feel right before taking the plunge on the Solero Shot::~
And I squeezed my eyes shut and just went back to listening to my mom::~
When it was finally over::~
I checked out my new "do"::~
And I was quite ok with it cuz it didn't look as
bad as I thought it would::~
Well::~
Pros and Cons based::~
The Pros was that it was really really nice to touch~!
The short hair was super soft and smooth::~
Like a baby's head~!
Hehe::~
Well::~
The Cons was that I'm 11 inches short of hair::~
Near bald::~
And a lil shiny all over::~
*sigh*
Anywayz::~
It's been a month now::~
After episodes of breakdowns and staring at myself at the mirror::~
And I wouldn't feel as sad as I was::~
Even when parents are talking about my condition::~
And even if it was about how well I'm recovering::~
I'd used to find an excuse to walk away::~
I'm getting used to it, I hope::~
Now, uni has started::~
The first week was nerve-raveling::~
And I'm sorry if I've been trying to avoid conversation with those who has commented on my new hair "do"::~
I still don't have the courage to talk about it::~
Well::~
Not face to face, yet::~
So I'm telling as much as possible here::~
So I'm asking for you to please understand how I'm feeling::~
And try to avoid the subject, if possible::~

Thank you::~

Happy 19th Birthday, Bestie~!

Last year::~

Hehe::~
That night was a huge "Gahhhhhhh"::~
Lets hope history doesn't repeat itself::~
<3

Here's some sweet nothings for you::~

The days were so crazy

People think we’re always high

On the days we were so bored

We laughed till we cry

Just some of the reasons

We’ll always be best friends

A friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift,
a friends is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace
and makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place.

We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go,

we take a little of each other everywhere.

Best friends represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive,

and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.

And lastly::~
This is my favourite::~
:)

Promise you won’t forget me, because if I thought you would,

I’d never leave.